Again and again, I see how easy it is to say those words to someone else and how hard it is to believe it for myself when told. I think there are three main reasons for this:
My
stunted self-worth. I’ve laid so much of my identity on the altar of public
opinion, cultural sway, performance, status, and the desire to be known. And in
so doing, my truest identity; the one in Christ, gets lost under the pile.
My
misguided views about humility. "Amazing?" I say to myself.
"What a prideful view to have!" But truthfully, God isn't just
"okay" with me. He doesn't simply tolerate me. He didn't create me
and then whisper, "oops, what have I done?" I was made intentionally,
and because the One who crafted me is the king of the whole universe, I am
indeed a pretty amazin' creation.
My
familiarity with the messes that no one else sees. The truth is, we all know
the yuck of our own pasts. I know where I have failed others, and where I have
failed God. I know all the un-amazin' things I've said, done and thought.
These
reasons notwithstanding, I am still an amazin' person and so are you. We are
not what we do. We are not how we feel or what we struggle with or even what we
have accomplished. We are who God says we are. Sometimes we get paralyzed by
insecurity because we define ourselves by our failures. Sometimes, we tie so
tightly our identity to our talents or success that when we mess up or realize
someone is more talented; we don’t know who we are anymore. Let’s define
ourselves the way God does – amazing; no more, no less! We are made for amazing
things. Each of us are here for "such a time as this," for purposes
set out for us long ago. Our time here is short, so very short. If you’re
anything like me, maybe 2017 can be the year when we let go of our stunted
self-worth, our misguided views about humility, and our past regrets.
It's
a new year. You are an amazin' person, and you are made for amazin' things. So,
say it loud and say it proud: "I am amazing, therefore, I bloom!"