Life is full of
many new beginnings, so many. September has always seemed more to me like the
start of a ‘new year’, as opposed to the conventional January. Growing up,
September marked the end of the lazy, hazy days of the long holidays. And in my
home, once the last day of August arrives, my sisters and I would be expected
to turn in individual back-to-school lists to our parents.
September brings
a sense of novelty. The freshness in the air. The mixed feelings towards the
start of a new school year. Having wrung out all the holiday fun, the idea of a
chance to start with a clean slate always sounds good. Often we feel sad for
the end of summer classes but at the same time, we look forward to new routines
and a change. Sound familiar? For me it goes back to secondary school days. I
still remember resumption days after the long summer holidays. The smell of
fresh grass which meant a few weeks of strenuous “labour”, the sticky spirogyra
on the walls and floor, yet to be scuffed by footwears and brooms, the trauma
of meeting a new class teacher and the greater dread of a pristine exercise
book with beautiful blank pure white pages which was soon to be covered in ink
blots with words sometimes too big to comprehend. Each new class brings new
challenges and it’d take a few weeks to settle in and get a good pattern going.
More than these, September has marked the turn of life-changing events in my life. It holds sweet-sour memories for me, but I tag it my month of peace because it's also the month when I first experienced the "peace that passeth all understanding" and got understanding that only that kind of peace can bring.
September calls
on me to refocus and restrategise. The days quickly get shorter and make way
for longer, cooler evenings. The weather changes and I am aware that it is
natural to feel the effects of these changes in the body especially in
September. Perhaps, a little cold or allergies will spring up (they have now).
Perhaps, I will have to eat more than I normally do (yes…lol). Perhaps, I will
feel the need to do a complete life overhaul – well, that's a lifetime work in
progress rather than a quick-fix. All of these serve as a reminder that it is a
perfect time to re-evaluate my lifestyle, to hone some of the organizational systems
I have in place to streamline my time management and refresh my tool box for
success.
So here I am at
September again! Time to transition into a new beginning with better perspectives.
And this is what new beginnings remind me of - to not be restricted by what
worked or didn’t work in the past; to be open-minded and think outside the box;
to try new things and rethink old patterns; to revisit relationships or leads
that didn’t have a good fit in the past; to reach out, up, over or down and
team up with like-minded individuals for support and inspiration. And lately,
it’s taught me to not let fear stop me from taking my chances.
September’s
given me something new as always. This time, a line I thought I should share. “Take
a chance on something seemingly awkward and you’d literally astound yourself, for
you never know with whom you shall share a ride on this journey of life!” May
new beginnings in your life cause you to bloom.
Taking me back to realize it, i passed through these experience, not having real time to analyze like this, i like the review cos it has given more definitions to concept in my upstairs which was not defined, I could smell the scent of new books and textbooks, new bag and school uniform, a reassurance for greater reward if excellent in academic performance... its packed!
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