Once upon a time a few years
ago, I was at Faith Clinic, the prayer meeting service of my church. I came
that evening grudgingly - I didn't particularly feel close to God at the time -
bad habits, a busy schedule, distractions and sin kept me at a distance from
the Lord. The worst part is that I grew comfortable in my lukewarmness and
didn't want a reminder that my soul was growin' cold.
I sat through most of the
service with my thoughts wanderin' to everythin' but God. I tried to pray. But
the words wouldn't come. Even as the people around me clearly experienced the
Lord's presence, I sat numb and uncomfortable.
I don't remember what broke
me. Maybe it was the preacher who said somethin' that struck a chord in my
heart, but on the last prayer of the service, the walls came crumblin' down
swiftly and quickly. As I bawled my eyes out and prayed incoherent words, I
asked God to lead me... to tell me what He wanted from me.
"Jeremiah 29:11,"
I heard so audibly, I glanced up to see if someone around me had said it. But
everyone was prayin' around me, not sparin' me a glance.
Now, I don't really know
verses of the bible by heart, I'd always mix up the references. I may have
grown up in the church and read the Bible, but I did not have Scriptures
references memorized (let alone venture into the Prophets or the Old Testament
often). But as I opened my Bible, tryin' to find where the book of Jeremiah
was, because I was so shaken and clumsy in that moment, I read these words and
they became the anthem of my heart from then on: "For I know the plans I
have for you....". This was a verse I have heard recited every so often.
How could I not tell that that was Jeremiah 29:11? Maybe if the voice had just
reeled out the sentence, I would not have known that was the place in the bible
because I would not have looked through.
I drew comfort, hope and
strength from those words. They sustained me through that season and led me to
the next. They were with me as I arose every morning and even now.
But those words aren't just
for me or Jeremiah. They're for you too. God knows the plans He has for you,
and they are good plans. Let Him lead you to where trust is without borders.
There will be ups and downs, but I promise you, under His watchful care and
guidance, you will flourish and bloom.
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